January 4, 2011
I’ll Say ‘Yes’

Hey there stranger,

fancy seeing you here.

So I fucked up. Big time.

What else is new?

Anyways. I’m going on a date with J.Matuska on Friday. Movies? Yes. Jordan asked when he gets to take me out on a date. haha, I said whenever he mans up and asks me.

Somebody’s got to tell me what to do.

less than 6 months.

I’m so excited to leave. I’m tired of this place that I have called “home” for so long. I feel as though this isn’t my home. Its simply the place in which I reside. Where I sleep and sometimes eat but that’s about it.

I need to find my place in the world. I need to get away from here.

It’s better this way.

He came back. Surprised? Yeah, me either. That was a mistake. I’ve made so many.

But its 2011. Its time for change.

New year. New Me. New this. New home. New school. New men. New environment. New everything.

I’ll make this perfect again.

Ilyall,

AlLu<333